So lately i've been messed up and every choice that i make, the opposite of it was better. It's like i only see one part of the deal not both.
It's just so hard to make choices with everyone around you watching you like your parents! Everything that i do, my family judges me or even my friends. I just need to go on a vacation all alone for a while to get things straight.
I can't even face my own decisions. I always worry about what people would say or think about me while in reality people will talk anyways so i guess i should go with my wants.